Ms. 45 (1981)
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The New York City of the late 1970s was a crucible of chaos, fear, and transformation, a place that bore little resemblance to the gleaming metropolis tourists know today. When Abel Ferrara released Ms. 45 in 1981, the film did not emerge in a vacuum. Its story of a silent seamstress turned avenger was rooted in a social and geographical environment so hostile, so brutal, that it almost seems impossible now. To understand the full impact of Ms. 45, one must first plunge into the nightmare that was New York in the decade before its release.
By the mid-1970s, New York was teetering on the edge of bankruptcy. The famous 1975 Daily News headline — “Ford to City: Drop Dead” — encapsulated the national disdain for a metropolis seen as bloated, mismanaged, and ungovernable. Budget crises gutted essential services. Police forces shrank, sanitation workers went unpaid, firehouses closed, and hospitals struggled. This hollowing-out of civic institutions left ordinary New Yorkers to fend for themselves in an environment that was increasingly hostile and anarchic.
Trash piled up on curbs. Blackouts left whole boroughs in darkness. Fires — some accidental, many deliberate for insurance money — swept through poor neighborhoods, particularly the South Bronx, leaving blocks of rubble in their wake. The city felt abandoned by its own government, left to rot in plain sight.
Perhaps the most infamous aspect of 1970s New York was its crime rate. The numbers alone were staggering: homicides peaked at over 1,600 in 1977, muggings and assaults were daily occurrences, and the subway became synonymous with danger. Riders would clutch their bags, sit rigid in fear, and avoid eye contact, surrounded by graffiti-covered walls and flickering fluorescent lights. The subway cars themselves became canvases for both artistic rebellion and the visual evidence of civic collapse.
For women, the city was particularly treacherous. Sexual violence was underreported, poorly prosecuted, and frequently dismissed by law enforcement. Walking alone at night, even in seemingly “safe” neighborhoods, could be an invitation to harassment or worse. Catcalls were not isolated incidents but part of the urban landscape. In Ms. 45, the double rape endured by Thana is not only a narrative shock but also a grim reflection of what so many women feared in real life. The city itself seemed complicit in these acts, providing cover through neglect.
At the same time, the 1970s were a turbulent but transformative decade for women. The feminist movement of the late 1960s had cracked open doors in politics, academia, and the workplace, but women were still confronted by systemic misogyny. The streets of New York mirrored this struggle. On one hand, the city was a hub for feminist organizing, from consciousness-raising groups to protests for abortion rights following the Roe v. Wade decision in 1973. On the other, the constant threat of male aggression — physical, verbal, structural — served as a brutal reminder of how incomplete liberation was.
Ms. 45 channels this duality. Thana’s silent character becomes a vessel for female rage, an embodiment of women who felt ignored, silenced, or dismissed in both personal and political spaces. Her violence is not random; it emerges from the oppressive atmosphere of a city where female vulnerability was heightened by systemic neglect.
New York in the 1970s was not just a backdrop but an active participant in the stories told about it. Filmmakers like Martin Scorsese (Taxi Driver), William Friedkin (The French Connection), and Abel Ferrara himself captured the city as a living organism: grimy, hostile, and unrepentant. Streets were littered, storefronts shuttered, prostitutes and hustlers prowled the avenues, and the constant threat of violence gave the city a raw energy that translated to film.
In Ms. 45, Ferrara captures this texture with documentary-like precision. The narrow alleyways, the seedy apartments, the dimly lit streets all reinforce the sense of claustrophobia. This was a city closing in on itself, offering no sanctuary, and it mirrors Thana’s own psychological descent.
One emblematic event of the decade was the 1977 blackout. For 25 chaotic hours, looting and arson tore through neighborhoods already weakened by poverty and neglect. More than 1,600 stores were damaged. The blackout revealed the fragility of urban order: one flick of a switch and society unraveled. The event encapsulated the fear many New Yorkers lived with daily, the sense that at any moment, the fragile line between civility and chaos could dissolve.
For women, this sense of disorder carried a double weight. The absence of light and law amplified vulnerability, sharpening the gendered experience of danger. Thana’s journey in Ms. 45 echoes this — a woman navigating a city where the absence of protection forces her to adopt extreme measures.
Ironically, the very decay that made New York terrifying also made it the perfect breeding ground for low-budget filmmakers. Locations that today would require astronomical permits were, in the 1970s, nearly abandoned, waiting to be repurposed by guerrilla filmmakers. The exploitation genre thrived in this environment, capitalizing on shock, violence, and sex to mirror — and sometimes sensationalize — the chaos outside. Ms. 45 belongs to this lineage, using the raw streets of New York not merely as a backdrop but as a co-conspirator in its story of revenge and rage.
Abel Ferrara’s Ms. 45 is a revenge thriller, but to reduce it to mere genre would be to miss its deeper resonance. At its core, the film is a meditation on the female condition in a patriarchal society, dramatized in its most brutal and unfiltered form. To appreciate the brilliance of Ms. 45, one must understand the feminist framework in which it operates — a framework shaped by centuries of oppression, the gains of second-wave feminism, and the still-ongoing struggle for women to be recognized as full subjects in a world shaped largely by male power.
Patriarchy is not just a political or economic system; it is a cultural atmosphere, a daily practice, a set of expectations that structure the lives of women. In the 1970s, this atmosphere was particularly suffocating. Women were entering the workforce in greater numbers, yet still overwhelmingly confined to low-paying, service-oriented, or clerical jobs. The promise of independence was undermined by a persistent male gaze that reduced women to objects of desire or subservience.
In this environment, masculinity was too often expressed as domination — physical, verbal, or psychological. The “oppression of masculinity” can be understood as the way men, conditioned by patriarchal structures, exercise control over women through both overt acts (harassment, assault, unequal pay) and subtler mechanisms (silencing, dismissing, ignoring). In Ms. 45, the men who populate Thana’s world embody these oppressive modes: the rapists who see her as a body to be conquered, the leering boss who treats his employees as disposable, the strangers who hurl unsolicited comments on the street. Each encounter reminds us that for women, daily life is a gauntlet of male intrusion.
Ferrara’s film does not present a cartoonish battle of the sexes. Instead, it highlights the spectrum of male behavior — from the outright sadism of the attackers to the casual misogyny of co-workers — and shows how these behaviors interlock to create an environment of unrelenting pressure. The oppression of masculinity is not confined to criminals; it is systemic, woven into the very fabric of urban life.
Thana’s muteness is more than a narrative quirk; it is a symbol of how women are denied a voice. In patriarchal society, women often find that when they do speak, their words are doubted, diminished, or dismissed. A mute heroine externalizes this silencing: her inability to speak reflects how women’s testimony, especially about male violence, has historically been ignored.
In the 1970s, rape was still shrouded in shame and disbelief. Victims were routinely blamed for their assaults, asked what they had worn, why they had walked home alone, whether they had “led men on.” In such a climate, silence becomes both a shield and a prison. Thana cannot speak her trauma, but her silence also protects her from the cruel indifference she would face if she tried. The audience is forced to witness her suffering without the comfort of words, mirroring how society itself often refuses to listen.
Against this backdrop, second-wave feminism offered both critique and possibility. The feminist movement of the late 1960s and 1970s was not monolithic but multifaceted, addressing issues as diverse as reproductive rights, workplace equality, sexual liberation, and violence against women. Radical feminist thinkers like Andrea Dworkin and Susan Brownmiller argued that rape was not merely an individual crime but a tool of social control, a way of keeping women fearful and compliant. Brownmiller’s seminal 1975 book Against Our Will framed rape as a conscious strategy by men to instill terror in women — a theory vividly dramatized in Ms. 45.
Thana’s revenge spree can be seen as a dark inversion of this logic. If rape is a political act of male dominance, then Thana’s killings become political acts of resistance. Each bullet she fires is an answer to the centuries of silencing and subjugation, a symbolic rewriting of power relations. Yet Ferrara refuses to let this resistance be easy or triumphant; Thana’s descent into violence is both cathartic and tragic, forcing viewers to wrestle with the costs of vengeance in a world that offers women few other options.
One of the challenges feminism has always faced is dismissal — the charge that it is unnecessary, excessive, or man-hating. In the 1970s, feminists were caricatured in the media as humorless radicals, bra-burners, or women who “couldn’t get a man.” Such portrayals obscured the lived realities of millions of women who simply wanted safety, equality, and respect.
Ms. 45 dramatizes this dismissal through its extreme form: only when a woman takes up arms and strikes back violently does she become visible. Society ignores her when she is silent, passive, and victimized; it notices her only when she becomes a monster in its eyes. This is one of Ferrara’s most brilliant insights: feminism is not dangerous, but patriarchy frames it as such. Women demanding autonomy are cast as threats, and when Thana embodies that threat literally, society reacts with horror — not empathy.
The female experience in Ms. 45 is filtered through the hostile landscape of New York City, but its resonance is universal. To walk alone as a woman is to be aware of one’s body as a potential target. To ride a subway at night is to calculate escape routes. To work in a male-dominated environment is to endure comments, stares, and propositions that men dismiss as harmless.
Ferrara amplifies this reality by making Thana’s environment suffocating. Every man she encounters becomes a potential aggressor. Every gaze feels invasive. This may seem exaggerated, but for many women, it reflects a daily vigilance honed by experience. Feminism seeks not only to articulate these experiences but to transform the conditions that produce them.
Thana’s story is not a straightforward feminist fantasy. It is tragic, marked by isolation and self-destruction. Yet the tragedy is not hers alone; it is society’s. The film suggests that when women are denied justice, denied voice, denied respect, the only remaining path may be destructive. Thana’s rampage is horrifying not because she kills but because it feels inevitable in a world that offers her no alternatives.
Ferrara’s genius lies in making the audience complicit. Viewers feel both exhilaration and unease at Thana’s vengeance. This tension mirrors the ambivalence society feels toward feminism itself: admiration for women’s strength, coupled with fear of what that strength might disrupt.
In 1975, film theorist Laura Mulvey published her seminal essay Visual Pleasure and Narrative Cinema. In it, she introduced the concept of the male gaze, arguing that mainstream cinema was structured by and for heterosexual men. Women, Mulvey argued, were positioned on screen not as agents of their own destiny but as objects of visual pleasure for men in the audience. The camera lingered on their bodies, fragmented them into eroticized parts, and made them spectacles rather than subjects.
This gaze functioned on multiple levels:
The camera’s gaze, framing women as objects of desire.
The characters’ gaze, with male figures in the film openly looking at and desiring women.
The audience’s gaze, invited to align with the male characters and derive pleasure from watching women.
Mulvey’s argument shook the world of film studies because it revealed how deeply gendered cinema was, even in films that seemed “innocent.” Women were rarely protagonists; they were prizes, ornaments, or narrative obstacles for men. Nowhere was the male gaze more blatant than in 1970s exploitation cinema, a genre that thrived in New York’s grindhouses. Exploitation films lived on sensationalism — sex, nudity, violence — often shot on low budgets and marketed to audiences hungry for taboo-breaking content. While some exploitation films contained moments of social critique, most unashamedly commodified women’s bodies as selling points.
For example:
Meir Zarchi’s I Spit on Your Grave (1978) — a film infamous for its prolonged gang-rape sequence, in which actress Camille Keaton is stripped fully naked for extended periods. Though marketed as a rape-revenge narrative, the film lingers so long on the sexual violence that it is difficult to see it as anything but exploitation of the actress and her character.
William Lustig’s Ms. 45’s contemporary, Maniac (1980) — not centered on female nudity per se, but consistently depicts women as gruesomely mutilated objects, their bodies displayed for shock and titillation.
Abel Ferrara’s own earlier film The Driller Killer (1979) — while less focused on sexual exploitation, still carries the hallmarks of grindhouse aesthetics: violence, shock value, and urban decay.
Jonathan Kaplan’s Truck Turner (1974) and Jack Hill’s Coffy (1973) — though starring strong female leads (Pam Grier especially), still routinely featured nudity, partially undermining their feminist overtones by catering to the gaze of male audiences.
In this world, female nudity was expected — almost a requirement — for a film to succeed on 42nd Street.
This is where Ferrara’s Ms. 45 becomes strikingly unusual. Despite its categorization as an exploitation film, there is no nudity of Zoe Lund. Not during the rapes, not during her murders, not even in her final, blood-soaked moments at the Halloween party. This absence is not accidental.
On one level, Ferrara may have been constrained by budget or circumstance. But the effect is profound: Thana is never framed as an erotic body. She is not offered up for the audience’s visual consumption. Her trauma is shown through her face, her silence, her psychological unraveling — not through lingering shots of breasts or thighs.
In fact, in both assault sequences, Ferrara’s framing denies the audience the “pleasure” that exploitation cinema often delivers. The first attacker drags Thana into an alley, but the camera stays close to her face, emphasizing terror rather than titillation. The second attacker, inside her apartment, is grotesquely sweaty and invasive — a depiction of rape as violation, not erotic spectacle. Compared to the gratuitous nudity of I Spit on Your Grave, Ms. 45 stands as a refusal to participate in the male gaze, even while inhabiting a genre notorious for it.
Zoe Lund’s performance deepens this rejection. At just 17 years old during filming, Lund projects a presence that is simultaneously fragile and terrifying. Because Ferrara does not sexualize her body, the audience is forced to engage with her as a character, not a pin-up. Her muteness, her piercing eyes, and her slow transformation into a cold avenger all work to position her as the subject of the film.
The irony is that Thana is looked at constantly within the narrative: men catcall her, leer at her, attempt to dominate her. Yet the film resists aligning the audience’s gaze with theirs. When men stare at her, we see her discomfort, her silence, her internalization of fear. When she finally dons the nun costume at the climax, her body is covered entirely, and the male characters’ gaze is thwarted completely. It is in this moment — veiled and armed — that she becomes most terrifying.
In effect, Ferrara weaponizes the absence of nudity. By refusing to offer the male audience what exploitation cinema promises, he forces them into an uncomfortable confrontation with their own expectations.
Ms. 45 belongs to the rape-revenge subgenre, but it breaks its conventions. Where many such films titillate the audience with nudity before “redeeming” the female victim through violent revenge, Ferrara denies the titillation. The revenge, therefore, feels purer, less contaminated by voyeuristic pleasure. The violence is not a spectacle to be enjoyed but a grim reckoning with trauma and rage.
Contrast this with I Spit on Your Grave: the nudity in the rape scenes blurs the line between condemnation and arousal, leaving critics and audiences divided about whether the film empowers or degrades. Ms. 45 avoids this ambiguity. There is no eroticism. Only violation, silence, and retribution.
One could even argue that Ms. 45 actively subverts the male gaze. Mulvey described how women are usually the “bearers of meaning, not makers of meaning” in cinema. But Thana becomes the opposite. She makes meaning through her acts of violence. Men look at her throughout the film — as a worker, a victim, a potential conquest — but ultimately it is she who defines their fate. The gaze is reversed. Men become the objects of her gaze, her aim, her judgment.
This reversal is most clear in the sequence where Thana prowls the city with her .45. She scans the streets, seeking out men who threaten her, and the camera aligns with her perspective. For once, men are the hunted, their bodies subjected to the framing of a woman’s vision. In these moments, Ms. 45 stages a radical cinematic inversion: the male gaze becomes the female gaze, and it is fatal.
The rejection of the male gaze culminates in the final sequence, where Thana attends a costume party dressed as a nun. Here, Ferrara’s Catholic background fuses with feminist critique. The nun costume eliminates any possibility of eroticization; it is a symbol of chastity, purity, and devotion. Yet in Thana’s hands, it becomes the garb of vengeance. She reclaims an image historically used to enforce female silence and submission, turning it into armor.
The nun is the ultimate rejection of the male gaze: hidden, veiled, untouchable. By covering Zoe Lund completely, Ferrara removes her from the visual economy of desire. She is no longer a potential object of pleasure. She is judgment incarnate, the angel of death in a patriarchal world.
Ferrara is one of the most openly Catholic directors in American independent cinema, and Ms. 45 is saturated with imagery of guilt, sin, and retribution. By setting up this Catholic framework, we’ll be able to interpret the nun costume, the violence, and even Thana’s muteness as theological as well as feminist statements.
Abel Ferrara has always worn his Catholic background like a scar. Born in the Bronx in 1951, Ferrara grew up in a working-class Italian-American family where religion was not merely ceremonial but deeply ingrained into the rhythm of life. This Catholicism never left him. Even in his most nihilistic or violent films, one senses the shadow of the Church: guilt, judgment, confession, penance. Ferrara has often remarked that his films are “about sin and redemption,” even when cloaked in the trappings of crime, horror, or exploitation.
Ms. 45 may on the surface appear to be a straightforward rape-revenge narrative, but it pulses with Catholic anxiety. Its heroine, Thana, is not only a mute seamstress — she is a figure of violated innocence, transfigured by violence into a dark angel of vengeance. Her silence can be read as the silence of a woman denied voice, but also as the silence of one burdened by unspeakable guilt, carrying her suffering as a kind of original sin.
In Catholic theology, guilt is not merely psychological but spiritual, a sign of the fallen human condition. Ferrara’s cinema thrives on this concept. His characters are rarely free; they are burdened by choices, trapped between sin and redemption. In The Driller Killer (1979), the artist Reno is consumed by guilt and frustration, releasing it through acts of murder. In Bad Lieutenant (1992), Harvey Keitel’s corrupt cop wallows in drugs, sex, and violence, yet collapses in sobs before a crucifix, begging for forgiveness. Ferrara’s worlds are never clean: sin is ubiquitous, guilt is inevitable, and salvation is always uncertain.
Thana’s arc in Ms. 45 is suffused with this same theological rhythm. She does not kill without cost. After her first act of violence — murdering her attacker with a clothes iron — she is visibly shaken, dragging the corpse through the streets, dismembering it in her bathtub, and hiding the pieces in trash bags. The guilt is palpable. Each subsequent murder becomes easier for her, but Ferrara ensures that the audience never fully escapes the tension between sin and justification. We are compelled to ask: is Thana avenging herself, or is she becoming damned?
The most overt Catholic symbol in Ms. 45 is, of course, the nun costume in the climactic sequence. On Halloween night, Thana attends a costume party dressed as a nun, complete with habit and veil. In Catholic tradition, the nun embodies chastity, humility, and service to God. She is cloistered, removed from the world of desire and violence. Yet Thana perverts this imagery: she enters the party armed with her .45, turning an icon of purity into an instrument of wrath.
This inversion resonates with Catholic ideas of justice and damnation. The nun is supposed to renounce worldly power, but Thana embraces it with deadly force. Her costume symbolizes both her rejection of male desire — she is fully covered, veiled, untouchable — and her transformation into a figure of divine retribution. In the climactic massacre, she is not merely a woman killing men; she is a terrifying vision of judgment, the nun who has abandoned God’s mercy for her own form of justice.
The final moments — where she is stabbed to death by one of her own female co-workers — carry unmistakable echoes of martyrdom. Like a saint cut down in the act of bearing witness, Thana dies in her habit, consumed by both vengeance and sacrifice.
Ferrara’s Catholic sensibility also emerges in his treatment of violence. Unlike directors who revel in gore for its own sake, Ferrara stages violence as both alluring and repulsive. The killings in Ms. 45 are shot with a strange tension: they are brutal yet restrained, cathartic yet unsettling. This duality reflects the Catholic paradox of sin: transgression may feel liberating in the moment, but it carries an eternal weight.
Thana’s violence is framed almost like confession. Each killing seems to purge her trauma, momentarily relieving her inner torment. Yet the relief never lasts. She spirals deeper into isolation, consumed by the very acts that seemed to restore her agency. In this way, her vengeance mirrors the Catholic cycle of sin and guilt: action, release, remorse, and further entrapment.
Catholicism has a long tradition of female martyrs — women who suffered violence and death, often at the hands of men, yet were sanctified for their resistance. Saints like Agnes, Cecilia, and Lucy were venerated for their chastity, their refusal to submit to male authority, and their endurance of brutal torture. Their stories often involve rape or attempted rape, resisted at the cost of their lives.
Thana can be seen as a twisted modern saint. She refuses to remain a victim, and in her refusal, she embraces violence. Like the martyrs, she dies not in submission but in defiance. Yet unlike the saints, she does not ascend to heaven; she falls into the abyss of her own wrath. Ferrara deliberately blurs the line between sanctity and damnation, asking whether vengeance can ever be redemptive.
It is no coincidence that Ferrara’s New York is a Catholic city. The neighborhoods of the Bronx, Brooklyn, and Manhattan were shaped by immigrant communities steeped in Catholic tradition: Italian, Irish, Puerto Rican. Churches stood on nearly every block. Crucifixes hung in kitchens. Rosaries dangled from rearview mirrors. Against this backdrop, Ms. 45 becomes not just a feminist parable but a Catholic allegory, set in a city where sin and guilt permeated every corner.
The Halloween party sequence crystallizes this fusion: Catholic imagery collides with urban decadence. Costumed revelers drink, dance, and leer, while Thana stalks them as a veiled nun with a pistol. The scene is grotesque yet liturgical, like a black mass staged in a tenement.
Seen in the broader arc of Ferrara’s career, Ms. 45 is the seed of his lifelong obsession with Catholic themes. Bad Lieutenant makes them explicit, with Harvey Keitel weeping before a crucifix. King of New York (1990) and The Funeral (1996) similarly grapple with sin, guilt, and redemption in the context of crime families and gangsters. Even in his later, more philosophical works (Mary [2005], Pasolini [2014]), Ferrara continues to explore the paradox of faith in a fallen world.
But Ms. 45 may be his purest expression of Catholic guilt, precisely because it is filtered through the feminist rage of Zoe Lund’s character. Thana is not just a sinner or a saint; she is both, simultaneously. She is a victim and an avenger, a mute seamstress and a veiled executioner, a figure who embodies the contradictions of Catholic theology: sin and salvation, guilt and grace, flesh and spirit.
Sex and the Habit
In Ms. 45, the nun costume worn by Zoe Lund functions in an unlikely dual register: it is both an emblem of chastity and an unmistakable vehicle of sexual provocation. Lund, with her striking looks and natural sensuality, carries herself as a figure of desire throughout the film, and Ferrara plays with this contradiction by allowing moments where the habit’s austerity is undermined by the actress’s body. In one striking shot, Lund sits with her legs slightly parted, revealing thigh-high stockings beneath the costume — a deliberate clash between the symbolic modesty of the nun’s habit and the latent sexuality of the woman wearing it. This dynamic places Ms. 45 in uneasy dialogue with the nunsploitation films of the 1970s, such as Walerian Borowczyk’s Behind Convent Walls (1978), Ken Russell’s The Devils (1971), Gianfranco Mingozzi’s Flavia, the Heretic (1974), and Sergio Grieco’s The Sinful Nuns of Saint Valentine (1974). In those works, the nun’s attire is fetishized explicitly, a prop through which repression is eroticized and transgression staged for male consumption. Ferrara, however, complicates this tradition: he hints at the erotic possibilities of the habit but refuses to exploit them for titillation, instead framing Lund as both untouchable and terrifying. It is worth noting that nunsploitation extended beyond arthouse and grindhouse into outright hardcore pornography of the decade; Joe D’Amato’s Images in a Convent (1979), for instance, presented unsimulated sex acts within a cloistered setting, collapsing the sacred and the profane into spectacle. By contrast, Ms. 45 wields the nun costume not as fetish object but as weapon, turning the eroticization of the veil into an emblem of feminist rage and apocalyptic judgment.
The opening act of Ms. 45 is among the most infamous in exploitation cinema, yet also one of the most thematically rich. It is a gauntlet of violence that defines the world Thana inhabits — a world where men assert dominance, women’s bodies are fair game, and the city itself seems complicit in their suffering. This act introduces us to Thana, defines her silence, and propels her down the path of vengeance.
The film begins on the bustling streets of New York City, late 1970s grime on full display. The camera captures the chaos of the sidewalks: honking taxis, shouting vendors, the relentless press of bodies. At first glance, this is a slice of realism — but it quickly becomes ominous. The camera lingers on men leering at women, catcalls slicing through the air. From the very start, the viewer is immersed in a city that treats women as prey.
Thana herself is introduced in contrast to this environment. Played by Zoe Lund with haunting restraint, she is young, beautiful, and strikingly silent. Her muteness immediately marks her as vulnerable. Unlike other women in the city who might talk back or deflect, Thana cannot respond. She is a figure of feminine fragility in a landscape of masculine aggression.
This juxtaposition is crucial: Ferrara frames New York as an urban jungle where women walk perpetually on guard, and Thana, by virtue of her silence, becomes doubly exposed. It is not long before this vulnerability is violently exploited.
The first rape occurs almost immediately, catching the viewer off guard with its suddenness. Thana walks home carrying groceries, her head down, and is dragged into an alley by a masked man. The assault is swift and brutal. Importantly, Ferrara does not frame this scene voyeuristically. Unlike I Spit on Your Grave, where nudity dominates, here the camera remains focused on Thana’s face, her terror, and the claustrophobic alley space. Her body is not eroticized; instead, the violation is presented as degradation and dehumanization.
The attacker — wearing a grotesque Halloween-style mask — embodies anonymous urban menace. He could be anyone, lurking anywhere. This randomness underscores the climate of New York in the 1970s: rape is not a rare aberration but a constant threat, an eruption of violence embedded in the city’s fabric.
When the assault ends, Thana stumbles home, traumatized but alive. Ferrara allows no catharsis here, no comfort. Instead, he delivers a second, even more horrifying violation.
No sooner has Thana returned to her apartment than she is attacked again — this time by a burglar already inside her home. The double rape is shocking not only in its cruelty but in its symbolic meaning. The first assault happens in public, on the streets of the city; the second in private, within the supposed safety of her domestic space. Together, they declare that nowhere is safe for women.
This second attacker is different: unmasked, sweaty, invasive, and persistent. He is not a faceless threat but an embodied intruder, someone who violates her space and her autonomy. In a grim inversion, Thana’s silence makes her an even easier victim, unable to cry for help or resist with words.
But here the cycle of victimization breaks. In a burst of rage, Thana strikes back, killing her assailant with a clothes iron. The suddenness of the act is shocking, but it also marks the turning point of the film: the moment when Thana transforms from prey to predator.
Killing in self-defense is one thing; what follows is another. Unable to dispose of the body whole, Thana dismembers the corpse in her bathtub. The sequence is grisly, the camera lingering on the sawing of limbs and the blood swirling in the drain. Yet it is not played as gore for gore’s sake. Instead, it is a ritual, a dark baptism.
Dismembering the man’s body forces Thana to confront the materiality of violence. She cannot escape what she has done; she must literally take his body apart, bag by bag, and scatter it across the city. Each trip into the streets with her black garbage bags becomes an act of concealment but also a psychological descent. She carries her secret through New York, burying pieces of her trauma within its alleys and dumpsters.
This sequence also marks the intrusion of Catholic guilt into the narrative. The bathtub recalls images of ritual purification — but here the water is stained with blood. Instead of cleansing, Thana’s act contaminates her further, binding her to sin. She has killed, and though justified, she now carries the mark of that act within her.
The assaults and the killing together establish Ms. 45 as a feminist allegory. Thana is not assaulted once but twice, dramatizing the omnipresence of male violence in women’s lives. The first rape signals the danger of public space; the second, the vulnerability of private space. Her muteness symbolizes how women’s testimonies are silenced. Her act of violence, while cathartic, pushes her into a realm society deems unacceptable: the realm of female rage.
In this sense, Act I is the crucible that forges the rest of the film. Thana emerges from it broken but transformed, carrying both trauma and power. She will never be the same — and neither will the men of New York who cross her path.
The aftermath of Thana’s second assault culminates in one of the most shocking yet thematically rich sequences in Abel Ferrara’s Ms. 45: the dismemberment of her attacker’s corpse in her small, dingy apartment. This passage is far more than a practical solution to a grisly problem; it is a turning point that crystallizes the film’s concerns with female rage, Catholic guilt, and the grotesque intimacy of violence.
When Thana kills her second assailant with a clothes iron, it can still be framed as an act of survival, a desperate explosion of violence in the face of imminent harm. But what follows is no longer reactive. The act of dismemberment is deliberate, calculated, and methodical. By choosing to saw through his body and parcel it out piece by piece, Thana moves beyond the realm of necessity into something more complex: she becomes an agent of violence rather than its unwilling recipient.
This distinction matters because Ferrara uses it to chart the psychological pivot from victimhood to autonomy. Killing the intruder saves her life; cutting him apart reshapes it. This is the moment Thana crosses into a new identity, one defined by the possession of power as much as by the memory of trauma.
The dismemberment takes place in the most banal of domestic settings: Thana’s cramped bathroom. The contrast is striking. Bathtubs are associated with cleansing, privacy, even relaxation — yet here the tub becomes a slaughterhouse, a container for blood, bone, and viscera. By re-purposing this intimate, feminine-coded space as a site of butchery, Ferrara collapses the boundaries between domesticity and violence, home and battlefield.
The horror of this juxtaposition recalls the Catholic notion of the “polluted sanctuary.” Just as sin can profane what is holy, so too does Thana’s act of butchery corrupt the sanctity of her home. The blood-streaked porcelain and swirling drains echo images of ritual purification inverted: instead of water washing away sin, blood clings to every surface, marking her indelibly.
To dismember a body is to erase its wholeness, to deny its integrity as a human form. Psychologically, this reflects Thana’s own fractured state. The violence done to her in the assaults was not simply physical; it splintered her sense of safety, identity, and autonomy. In cutting her attacker into pieces, she externalizes this fragmentation, literally enacting upon the male body what has been done to her psyche.
Each garbage bag of remains becomes a kind of physicalized trauma, something she must carry into the city and discard. Yet the act of carrying is paradoxical: while she disposes of him, she also bears him, lugging pieces of her trauma through New York’s streets. She cannot simply erase what happened; she must live with it, distribute it, conceal it. The dismemberment, then, is both release and burden.
Ferrara, steeped in Catholic imagery, infuses this sequence with the feel of ritual. The meticulous process of cutting, bagging, and disposing takes on the rhythm of penance — a repetitive act performed in private, motivated by guilt and necessity. The image of Thana standing over the bathtub, knife in hand, evokes sacrificial rites: the shedding of blood to atone for sin. But here the blood does not cleanse. Instead, it implicates her further, ensnaring her in guilt that feels distinctly Catholic — guilt not just for the act of killing, but for the desire and anger behind it.
This guilt is compounded by the secrecy of her task. Like a penitent concealing sins in the confessional, Thana conceals her crime in plastic bags and shadows. The city itself becomes a kind of inverted confessional, swallowing the evidence piece by piece as she tries to bury what cannot be buried.
Within the exploitation genre, women’s bodies are routinely fragmented — through leering close-ups, nudity, and objectification. Ferrara subverts this trope by dismembering a male body instead. The camera lingers not on Lund’s flesh, but on the gore of the man she has destroyed. It is his body that becomes objectified, stripped of identity, and reduced to parts. This inversion is radical: it destabilizes the genre’s expectations and denies the viewer the conventional pleasures of the “male gaze.”
In fact, by showing Thana fully clothed, expressionless, and methodical throughout the process, Ferrara rejects the eroticization that defines both rape-revenge cinema and grindhouse gore. The dismemberment is grotesque, yes, but not titillating. It is cold, clinical, and unsettling — a feminist refusal to give the audience the cheap thrills it might have expected.
Symbolically, this act foreshadows Thana’s emergence as a vigilante. By cutting apart the body of her attacker, she demonstrates not only her capacity for violence but her ability to handle its aftermath. The act of disposal — taking bags into the city, hiding them in plain sight — teaches her how to operate within the urban landscape while concealing her true self. This practical knowledge will later inform her killing spree: she becomes adept at hiding in plain sight, using her muteness and her outward beauty as camouflage.
Moreover, the act of distributing the body across New York transforms the city itself into an accomplice. Every street corner, every trash can potentially hides a piece of the man who violated her. The city becomes haunted by male violence, even as it absorbs it into its filth. Ferrara thus literalizes the metaphor: patriarchy is everywhere, even in the garbage lining the sidewalks.
The dismemberment sequence in Ms. 45 is not simply grotesque spectacle. It is the hinge on which the film turns, a symbolic baptism in blood that redefines Thana’s identity. She is no longer a passive victim of male aggression but an active participant in violence — though her agency is stained by guilt, secrecy, and the impossibility of cleansing. In Catholic terms, she has committed a mortal sin. In feminist terms, she has reclaimed power over the male body. In cinematic terms, she has shattered the conventions of the exploitation genre by refusing the audience the satisfaction of voyeurism.
This paradox — empowerment entwined with guilt, liberation bound to trauma — is what makes the sequence one of the most symbolically charged in Ferrara’s oeuvre. It is the crucible from which Thana emerges transformed, ready to stalk the city not as prey but as predator.
If the act of killing her assailant was already a break with moral law, the subsequent dismemberment plunges Thana into a space Ferrara codes as unmistakably Catholic: the domain of inescapable guilt. Catholic theology distinguishes between sins of passion — moments of weakness, eruptions of human frailty — and sins of deliberation, where a person knowingly and willfully acts against divine law. The dismemberment belongs to the latter category. Thana does not kill in the heat of the moment; she methodically cuts, parcels, and hides. This transforms her crime into something more damning in Catholic terms: not a lapse, but a willful corruption of innocence.
The apartment, especially the bathroom, takes on the aura of a desecrated chapel. The bathtub, porcelain-white, could be read as an inverted baptismal font, now filled not with cleansing water but with blood and viscera. Thana herself, silent and pale, resembles an unwilling celebrant of a sacrament turned inside out. The camera lingers on her movements not as titillation but as ritual: the steady sawing, the careful bagging, the almost liturgical repetition of gestures. Each movement is heavy with a sense of wrongdoing, and Ferrara films it with a restraint that feels closer to confession than to spectacle.
In Catholic imagination, guilt is rarely externalized through punishment alone — it festers internally, shaping identity. Thana embodies this inward corrosion. Her mute silence throughout the sequence can be read not only as trauma but also as a refusal, or inability, to articulate confession. Catholic guilt requires the spoken admission of sin in order to receive absolution. But Thana cannot speak. Her silence, then, condemns her to carry the weight of her actions indefinitely, without hope of release.
The act of distributing the body parts across New York functions almost as a grotesque parody of penitential practice. In Catholic ritual, penance often requires repetition — prayers said in cycles, actions repeated until guilt is worked through. Thana repeats the process of concealment over and over, lugging bags of flesh into the city as if each disposal were a decade of the rosary. Yet unlike prayer, this repetition does not cleanse her guilt but multiplies it. The city swallows the evidence, but her conscience remains stained.
The Catholic imagination is also deeply tied to the body: the body of Christ, the incorruptible saints, the rituals of the Eucharist. To carve up the human form is to desecrate what has been sanctified. In cutting apart her attacker, Thana not only erases his wholeness but desecrates her own moral wholeness in the process. She becomes implicated in the same violation of the sacred body that her rapists enacted upon her. Here Ferrara’s Catholicism is merciless: in trying to reclaim control, she only deepens her damnation.
Ferrara’s treatment of this guilt distinguishes Ms. 45 from other rape-revenge films of the era. In works like I Spit on Your Grave (1978), revenge is framed as cathartic, even liberating. In Ms. 45, revenge is never free of stain. Thana may gain agency, but the Catholic texture of Ferrara’s vision means she cannot escape the weight of her choices. The dismemberment sequence becomes her original sin, the act from which all subsequent killings flow, and which ensures that her journey will never lead to grace but only to further corruption.
Thus, the bathtub is not merely a place of butchery but a confessional booth without a priest, a site where guilt is generated but never absolved. Thana enters as a victim marked by violence and emerges as a figure forever trapped in the cycle of guilt and sin. The Catholic undertone insists that even empowerment is poisoned, that her attempt to seize power carries with it a spiritual price too heavy to bear.
The dismemberment sequence in Ms. 45 does not stand alone; it belongs to a broader lineage of Catholic filmmakers who use violence to dramatize guilt, redemption, and the human relationship to suffering. Catholic art has always been fascinated by the tortured body — from medieval depictions of martyrdom to Renaissance paintings of the crucifixion — and filmmakers have continued this tradition by translating it into cinematic spectacle.
Perhaps the most overt example is found in the work of Mel Gibson, a Catholic director who has consistently foregrounded the body in relation to spiritual suffering. In Braveheart (1995), the climactic torture and execution of William Wallace are staged not merely as historical brutality but as spiritual ordeal. Wallace, stretched on the rack, disemboweled, and quartered, is a Christlike figure whose bodily destruction is framed as transcendence. The extended violence serves not only to horrify but also to sacralize his martyrdom, mirroring Catholic notions of redemptive suffering through pain.
Gibson radicalized this approach in The Passion of the Christ (2004), a film almost entirely structured around the spectacle of Christ’s body in torment. The scourging, the crown of thorns, the nailing to the cross — all are depicted with unflinching detail, pushing violence beyond narrative necessity into ritual reenactment. The Catholic theology underpinning the film insists that Christ’s suffering must be not just acknowledged but viscerally experienced by the believer. Thus, Gibson’s relentless violence becomes a cinematic form of penance, compelling the audience to feel guilt, sorrow, and awe in equal measure.
Even in Hacksaw Ridge (2016), Gibson’s WWII drama, violence is steeped in religious overtones. The protagonist, Desmond Doss, is a Seventh-day Adventist pacifist, yet the combat scenes are drenched in gore and sacrificial imagery. Soldiers are torn apart, bodies mutilated, flesh shredded by bullets and explosions. This spectacle of destruction amplifies the miracle of Doss’s pacifist heroism, but the sheer scale of violence still echoes Gibson’s Catholic preoccupation with the body as both battlefield and sacrament.
Another Catholic filmmaker who channels guilt through violence is Martin Scorsese. While his films often explore urban crime rather than historical martyrdom, the Catholic texture is unmistakable. In Mean Streets (1973), Harvey Keitel’s character Charlie wrestles with the paradox of sin and redemption, famously muttering, “You don’t make up for your sins in church. You do it in the streets.” Violence here becomes penitential, an externalization of inner Catholic guilt. In Raging Bull (1980), Jake LaMotta’s brutal fights and later self-destructive violence are depicted not merely as personal flaws but as cycles of punishment tied to Catholic notions of original sin and unworthiness.
Scorsese made this connection explicit in The Last Temptation of Christ (1988) and later in Silence (2016). In Silence, the torture of Japanese Christians — crucifixions by the sea, burnings, slow drownings — is depicted in horrifying detail, but always within a framework of spiritual guilt and doubt. The violence is not gratuitous; it is a stage for exploring whether suffering redeems or merely destroys, whether God is silent or complicit.
Ferrara belongs in this same lineage, though his vision is grittier and more intimate. Like Gibson and Scorsese, he uses violence as a medium for theology. The bathtub dismemberment in Ms. 45 is not just exploitation shock; it is a Catholic image of guilt enacted on flesh. The act cannot be undone, the stain cannot be washed away, and the silence (no confession, no absolution) traps Thana in perpetual damnation.
Other Catholic-inflected examples worth noting:
Pier Paolo Pasolini (The Gospel According to St. Matthew, 1964; Salò, or the 120 Days of Sodom, 1975) — where violence becomes a grotesque critique of power and sacrilege.
Paul Schrader (raised Calvinist, but heavily Catholic in sensibility through his collaborations with Scorsese) — Taxi Driver (1976) and First Reformed (2017) both feature violence framed as spiritual despair.
Abel Ferrara himself in later works (Bad Lieutenant, 1992; The Addiction, 1995) — Catholic guilt and violence are inseparable, with characters caught between sin, confession, and damnation.
In all these works, violence is never just violence. It is a Catholic staging of guilt, a meditation on the body as the site where sin, penance, and redemption collide. Ms. 45’s dismemberment sequence sits squarely within this tradition, drawing its power not only from exploitation horror but from the Catholic imagination that insists guilt must always take flesh.
Act II of Ms. 45 is the crucible in which Thana evolves from a traumatized survivor into a calculating avenger. Where Act I depicted the assaults and her first act of violence, Act II expands on the consequences of her trauma, the emergence of her dark agency, and the moral ambiguity that Ferrara saturates with both feminist and Catholic undertones.
After disposing of the dismembered body, Thana begins to navigate New York with a new purpose. The city, already presented in Act I as hostile and threatening, now becomes her hunting ground. Her mute silence, once a symbol of vulnerability, becomes a tool of stealth. Ferrara frames her movements through the streets with lingering shots that emphasize observation: she is now both participant in the urban world and predator within it.
This duality is significant. New York’s men, who previously asserted dominance through catcalls, harassment, and violence, are now subject to her gaze. This inversion directly challenges the patriarchal structures that dominate her environment. Where the male gaze once objectified her, it is now redirected: the men she targets are fragmented, hunted, and ultimately destroyed.
Thana’s first deliberate murder in Act II is a small, almost casual act of premeditated revenge. She lures a man who harasses her into an isolated area and shoots him with her .45. The act is quick, silent, and clinical — a stark contrast to the chaotic violence of Act I. Ferrara’s framing emphasizes her psychological shift: the camera often aligns with her line of sight, placing the audience in the perspective of the avenger.
This moment represents the crystallization of agency. Unlike her reactive killing in the bathtub, this murder is proactive. Thana is no longer merely surviving; she is asserting control over the male-dominated environment that previously victimized her. The feminist dimension is clear: she is claiming her autonomy, demanding respect through acts that both terrify and subvert the structures of masculine authority.
Throughout Act II, New York itself is treated almost as a character, reflecting and amplifying Thana’s psychological transformation. The streets, alleys, and tenement buildings remain grimy and oppressive, but they now offer her opportunities to strike and conceal her actions. Garbage-strewn streets, dark corridors, and flickering neon lights provide both cover and symbolic resonance: the city consumes her victims just as it once threatened her, highlighting the pervasiveness of violence and moral decay.
Ferrara’s depiction of the city underscores its role as a space of female vulnerability and eventual empowerment. By day, it is hostile and menacing; by night, it becomes the theater for her justice. This duality emphasizes the liminality of her transformation: she exists between victimhood and agency, morality and vengeance, silence and action.
Act II is also the stage for Thana’s moral and psychological unraveling. Each killing deepens her complicity in violence, raising questions of guilt, sin, and redemption. Here, the Catholic framework reasserts itself. Thana’s silence remains crucial — she cannot confess, cannot seek absolution, and cannot verbalize her moral conflict. Yet her meticulous, almost ritualized acts of murder echo penance. Each bullet fired, each throat slit, carries with it a weight of moral accountability, a reminder that vengeance is inseparable from spiritual consequences.
This moral ambiguity mirrors the structure of Catholic morality plays: even justified acts of vengeance do not erase the stain of violence. Thana’s transformation is empowering, but it is also damning. Ferrara consistently reinforces this tension, using close-ups of her eyes, lingering shots of the bodies she leaves behind, and urban decay to reflect the interplay of sin, guilt, and retribution.
Act II also foregrounds the contrast between Thana’s new agency and the oppressive masculinity around her. Men who were once predators — shopkeepers, janitors, would-be harassers — are now subject to her judgment. The film highlights the banality of male aggression: the threats she faces are often routine, pedestrian, and culturally normalized. By taking control, Thana exposes the fragility of patriarchal dominance, illustrating the ways female rage can subvert societal power structures.
Ferrara makes this inversion visually explicit. Shots of Thana stalking her targets often frame men in positions of vulnerability — crouched, bent over, or unaware — while she occupies verticality and space, asserting dominance. In these moments, the feminist reading is undeniable: the camera, the narrative, and the city itself all reinforce her reclamation of power.
By the end of Act II, Thana’s transformation is nearly complete. Her body language, costume, and behavior signal a new identity. She is no longer the silent, traumatized seamstress of Act I. She is an embodiment of wrath and calculated vengeance. Yet this empowerment carries a cost: the isolation and moral ambiguity that result from her actions make clear that this transformation is not liberatory in a conventional sense.
Ferrara emphasizes this through long, silent sequences where Thana moves through the city, carrying her gun and her past with her. The audience sees her psychological evolution mirrored in the urban environment: decayed, alienating, and morally complex. By the act’s conclusion, the stage is set for the final confrontation and symbolic culmination in Act III, where the nun costume, Halloween party, and ultimate violence fuse Catholic imagery, feminist power, and urban menace.
Act III represents the apex of Ms. 45’s thematic and narrative intensity. The Halloween party, Thana’s nun costume, and the final spree of violence combine to create a visually striking, morally complex meditation on vengeance, gender, and guilt. Where Act II explored her transformation into a calculated avenger, Act III presents the full expression of that transformation, framed through Catholic iconography, feminist rebellion, and Ferrara’s unique vision of 1970s New York.
The act opens with the Halloween party scene, which serves as both literal and symbolic stage. The party is a microcosm of the city: crowded, chaotic, and dominated by male aggression. Men leer at women, drink to excess, and perform performative dominance. Thana’s entrance in a nun costume immediately disrupts this environment.
The costume itself is a masterstroke of contrast and thematic layering. In Catholic imagery, the nun embodies chastity, obedience, and spiritual devotion. Yet Thana subverts these associations: fully veiled, armed, and deliberately silent, she becomes both inaccessible and threatening. The audience is confronted with a paradoxical figure — one who is outwardly modest yet wields lethal power, and whose very presence destabilizes the men around her.
One of the most compelling aspects of this sequence is how Ferrara uses the costume and framing to reject the conventional exploitation logic of the period. Zoe Lund’s sexuality is present but never exploited for titillation; the camera does not linger on nudity or sexualized gestures. Instead, Thana’s body is presented as autonomous, and her power derives from agency rather than objectification.
Ferrara deliberately contrasts Ms. 45 with other “nunsploitation” films of the era, such as Behind Convent Walls (1978), Flavia, the Heretic (1974), and The Sinful Nuns of Saint Valentine (1974), in which nudity and eroticized violation are central. In those films, the male gaze dominates, and the nun’s costume becomes a tool for sexualized spectacle. In Ms. 45, by contrast, the habit becomes an instrument of fear, resistance, and symbolic judgment. Thana’s sexuality is present — visible, in moments like the partial reveal of her thigh-high stockings — but it is not the source of her power. Her threat derives from her control over violence, her autonomy, and her refusal to conform to patriarchal expectations.
Once inside the party, Thana’s violence escalates rapidly. She systematically hunts and eliminates the men who objectified, harassed, or threatened her throughout the film. Ferrara stages these murders with a blend of horror and ritual, reinforcing the Catholic undertone: each act is both punishment and moral reckoning.
The sequence transforms the party from a site of hedonistic masculinity into a theater of judgment. Men who previously wielded power now lie at her mercy, often in grotesque positions of vulnerability — bending, crawling, or trapped by her strategic placement. The camera aligns with Thana’s perspective, making the audience complicit in this inversion. For once, the gaze that objectifies is reversed: male bodies are dissected visually and morally, while Thana retains control over both the narrative and the camera’s attention.
The nun costume amplifies the thematic complexity of Thana’s actions. By combining the visual language of Catholic purity with lethal aggression, Ferrara creates a potent symbol of divine wrath. In Catholic thought, sin calls for punishment, and justice is inseparable from moral authority. Thana, clad in habit and wielding her .45, enacts this principle on a secular plane.
This visual and thematic inversion is particularly striking when contrasted with other cinematic depictions of religious violence. Whereas films like Mel Gibson’s The Passion of the Christ (2004) or Braveheart (1995) depict male suffering and martyrdom, Ferrara places a woman in the role of both executioner and moral arbiter. The nun costume is no longer passive; it is active, confronting the moral hypocrisy and predation of the men in the room.
Even in her apex of power, Catholic guilt continues to linger. Thana’s silence and methodical approach underscore her internalization of moral consequences. Unlike other revenge heroes in exploitation cinema, she does not revel in the killings. Each act carries weight, mirroring Ferrara’s ongoing meditation on sin, punishment, and the human conscience. Her rage is righteous, but never free of moral consequence; the framework of guilt suffuses every bullet, every suppressed scream, every measured shot.
This intertwining of guilt and power embodies a radical feminist statement: women’s liberation from male violence is neither easy nor morally uncomplicated. Thana gains agency, but at the cost of complicity in a cycle of bloodshed that society cannot witness without judgment. Ferrara thus transforms the rape-revenge narrative into a meditation on ethical responsibility, agency, and systemic patriarchy.
The climax reaches a crescendo when Thana confronts not just male predators but also her female peers. One of her co-workers, discovering the aftermath of the murders, stabs Thana in a final act that blends betrayal with moral reckoning. This moment underscores Ferrara’s Catholic fixation: even righteous anger cannot escape punishment; sin begets consequence.
Thana collapses in her nun costume, a martyr simultaneously feared, desired, and condemned. The final tableau — veiled, silent, bloodied — unites Catholic martyrdom, feminist reclamation, and cinematic horror. She is both saint and sinner, victim and predator, hero and cautionary figure. The synthesis is radical: Ferrara refuses easy categorization, challenging viewers to grapple with the contradictions of justice, gender, and moral accountability.
The Halloween party, shot with a combination of tight interiors and glimpses of New York streets beyond, situates the action within the urban environment Ferrara has consistently depicted as corrupt, threatening, and morally ambiguous. The city remains both complicit and indifferent, absorbing the consequences of male violence while amplifying Thana’s isolation. Her vengeance is intimate but inescapably public; the city is the stage, witness, and silent arbiter of morality.
The costume, the urban backdrop, and the climactic killings converge into a symbolic resolution: Thana’s transformation is complete, but the world remains unredeemed. Violence has been exacted, patriarchal structures challenged, and feminist agency asserted, yet the moral and spiritual cost is undeniable. Ferrara’s vision is uncompromising: empowerment is inseparable from guilt, justice from trauma, and female rage from moral consequence.
Abel Ferrara’s Ms. 45 is as much a portrait of New York City in the late 1970s as it is a revenge thriller. The city’s streets, alleys, and tenements are not mere backdrops; they are active participants in the narrative, shaping Thana’s experience and reflecting the structural threats women faced in urban life. In Ms. 45, New York is a crucible of menace, oppression, and moral decay, and its depiction is inseparable from the film’s feminist and Catholic themes.
Ferrara’s New York is grimy, chaotic, and overwhelmingly claustrophobic. The film opens with shots of cracked sidewalks, graffiti-scarred walls, overflowing trash, and derelict buildings — images that communicate neglect and social collapse. The city’s physical decay is a constant visual metaphor for moral rot: spaces where crime, harassment, and sexual violence flourish are those where authority and order have failed.
The streets Thana walks are littered not just with garbage but with menacing strangers. Pigeons flutter through empty lots; flickering neon signs illuminate graffiti-stained walls; the constant cacophony of horns, shouts, and sirens saturates the soundscape. Ferrara’s cinematography amplifies this tension: long, static shots allow the urban environment to breathe menacingly, while tight framing of alleyways and stairwells conveys entrapment. This is a city in which women cannot move freely; every corner carries potential danger, every darkened doorway threatens assault.
The 1970s were a turbulent time for New York City. Economic decline, widespread unemployment, and cuts to public services fueled crime rates and social unrest. This historical context underpins Ms. 45’s sense of threat. Ferrara presents a city in which male aggression is normalized and unchecked: street harassment, attempted robbery, and sexual violence appear as routine, almost mundane, aspects of daily life.
Thana’s dual rapes are amplified in impact by this context. They are not isolated incidents; they are symptomatic of a larger social malaise. The film thus transforms the urban environment into a space that simultaneously victimizes and shapes her response. Violence in New York is not exceptional — it is endemic. This intensifies the film’s feminist reading: Thana’s agency is a radical response to systemic oppression, and her vengeance becomes a form of urban justice in a city that has failed its women.
New York’s streets are also arenas for the male gaze. Ferrara stages persistent catcalls, leers, and sexually aggressive interactions to depict women’s lived experience in a hostile urban landscape. The camera frames these moments with lingering shots, emphasizing Thana’s vulnerability and the pervasiveness of objectification. Yet the city itself becomes an accomplice in her transformation. The same alleys, stairwells, and garbage-strewn streets that once facilitated her assaults now provide cover for her acts of revenge.
The spatial dynamics of the city reinforce the feminist undertones: urban space is both oppressive and empowering, shaping Thana’s choices while reflecting the social hierarchies she navigates. In a broader sense, Ferrara’s New York embodies the contradiction of modern city life for women: a site of opportunity and exposure, danger and liberation.
Beyond physical decay, Ferrara captures the psychological texture of 1970s New York. The city is alienating, chaotic, and often hostile. Public spaces feel surveilled yet unsafe; neighbors are strangers, indifferent to danger; institutional authority is absent or ineffective. This fosters an atmosphere of anxiety and unpredictability.
Thana’s muteness intensifies this alienation. She cannot communicate her trauma or seek protection. In Ferrara’s framing, the city’s indifference mirrors societal indifference to female suffering. New York becomes a crucible in which her rage is both shaped and necessitated. The urban environment is not neutral; it is morally and psychologically formative.
Ferrara’s visual choices emphasize the city’s oppressive qualities. He employs muted, sometimes almost sepia-toned lighting to convey grime and decay. Shadows dominate interior and exterior spaces, rendering streets and stairwells labyrinthine and threatening. Neon lights flicker intermittently, casting harsh glows that fragment the urban landscape. This aesthetic not only grounds the film in its historical moment but also amplifies the sense of disorientation and danger experienced by women navigating the city.
Compositionally, Ferrara often frames Thana within tight spaces, alleyways, or doorframes, highlighting both her vulnerability and her growing command of her environment. The city’s geometry — streets, staircases, and corridors — becomes a tool of narrative and thematic emphasis, reinforcing the tension between entrapment and empowerment.
In Ms. 45, New York is not merely a setting; it is a moral landscape. Its decay reflects systemic failure: economic, social, and gendered. The prevalence of male aggression, coupled with the absence of social or institutional protection, renders the city a space of ethical ambivalence. Thana’s journey through these streets is both literal and symbolic: she navigates moral, physical, and psychological hazards, asserting her agency in response to structural violence.
Ferrara’s New York also resonates with Catholic moral frameworks. The city’s corruption mirrors the fallen world of original sin; its dangers provide the context for acts of judgment, vengeance, and penance. In this sense, the urban environment is not neutral, but morally charged, amplifying the thematic weight of Thana’s actions and situating her revenge within a broader ethical and theological framework.
Ultimately, New York City in Ms. 45 is a character in its own right. Its streets, alleys, and tenements are populated not only by predators and bystanders but by the social, economic, and moral conditions that shape Thana’s experience. The city is both threat and instrument: it victimizes her, provides avenues for revenge, and mirrors the moral complexity of her transformation. Ferrara’s depiction of 1970s New York underscores the film’s enduring relevance as a feminist critique, a meditation on urban decay, and a study of violence, morality, and agency in a hostile environment.
One of the most remarkable aspects of Ms. 45 is its ability to achieve lasting cinematic impact despite being produced on an exceptionally low budget. Ferrara’s ingenuity in navigating financial limitations underscores a fundamental truth of filmmaking: vision, creativity, and thematic precision often matter far more than monetary resources. The film’s aesthetic, narrative structure, and emotional resonance all benefit from constraints, transforming limitations into tools of artistic expression.
With a shoestring budget, Ferrara relied on a small number of locations, each carefully chosen to amplify mood and meaning. The cramped apartment, narrow alleys, and dingy stairwells are not just cost-saving measures; they reinforce the film’s thematic concerns. These intimate, claustrophobic spaces heighten the tension and emphasize Thana’s vulnerability and isolation, turning scarcity into narrative strength.
Similarly, the sparse use of props and décor contributes to a stripped-down realism. Grocery bags, a clothes iron, and a single firearm become narratively loaded objects, gaining symbolic weight far beyond their material cost. Ferrara’s ability to draw meaning from minimal resources demonstrates a core principle of low-budget artistry: limitations encourage inventive storytelling rather than diminish it.
Ferrara and his cinematographer, Henry Ferrara, employed guerrilla-style techniques that further reflect budgetary restraint while enhancing the film’s raw aesthetic. Handheld cameras, natural lighting, and real New York locations produce a sense of immediacy and realism impossible to achieve on soundstages or with elaborate sets. The grainy texture, shadowed corridors, and stark lighting of interior spaces contribute to the film’s urban nightmare atmosphere, lending authenticity to the city’s decay and menace.
The minimalism also allows for concentrated focus on Thana’s body language, expression, and silent performance. Without expensive visual effects or elaborate set pieces, the narrative is carried by character, gesture, and psychological tension, proving that emotional and thematic power can flourish independently of financial investment.
Budget constraints extended to the film’s audio, where Ferrara embraced sparse, effective sound design rather than orchestral scores or elaborate mixing. The urban soundscape — distant sirens, street noise, and echoing footsteps — not only situates the narrative in New York but also heightens suspense and dread. Musical cues, minimal but strategically deployed, accentuate psychological tension rather than overshadow the narrative. This economy of sound mirrors the film’s visual austerity, creating a cohesive, low-budget aesthetic that reinforces its thematic impact.
Zoe Lund’s performance epitomizes the advantages of a small-scale production. With limited resources, Ferrara could focus on performance over spectacle. Lund’s silent, haunting portrayal of Thana drives the film, allowing subtle expressions and body language to convey trauma, rage, and transformation. In a high-budget film, there might have been temptation to rely on spectacle, effects, or elaborate choreography. Instead, Ferrara’s limitations forced an intimate, actor-centered approach that strengthens the psychological realism and feminist resonance of the narrative.
Budgetary restraint also facilitated genre subversion. Without the means to indulge in lavish gore or exploitative nudity, Ferrara emphasizes psychological horror and moral complexity. This distinguishes Ms. 45 from contemporary exploitation films, where spectacle often overrides character or theme. Here, the constraints of budget reinforce creative decisions: Thana’s silences, the sparse depiction of violence, and the use of minimal but meaningful props all turn limitations into narrative and symbolic strengths.
Ultimately, the low-budget nature of Ms. 45 is integral to its enduring power. The film demonstrates that cinematic brilliance does not require multi-million-dollar productions, special effects, or sprawling sets. Instead, it relies on precision, thematic clarity, and inventive use of resources. Ferrara’s ingenuity in leveraging New York’s streets, a single apartment, and the performances of a small cast illustrates how constraints can catalyze artistic vision rather than inhibit it.
Ms. 45 stands as proof that a compelling narrative, thematic depth, and psychological resonance are achievable without financial excess. The film’s success in creating tension, exploring feminist themes, and embedding Catholic and moral imagery relies on the very elements that a high-budget production might have diluted. Ferrara’s low-budget mastery transforms scarcity into intentionality, leaving an indelible mark on both exploitation cinema and feminist film analysis.
Abel Ferrara’s Ms. 45 remains a singular achievement in American independent cinema, not only for its provocative narrative but also for its thematic and formal audacity. Across the film’s three acts, Thana’s journey from victimhood to vengeance becomes a lens through which issues of gender, morality, and urban decay are interrogated. The film’s brilliance emerges from the convergence of feminist perspective, Catholic-infused moral tension, the oppressive 1970s New York environment, and Ferrara’s inventive low-budget approach — all of which coalesce into a work whose impact transcends financial constraints.
At the heart of the film is its feminist reclamation of agency. Thana’s transformation subverts the conventions of the exploitation and rape-revenge genres, taking what might have been titillating or voyeuristic material and turning it into a meditation on female autonomy. By rejecting nudity, emphasizing psychological tension over erotic spectacle, and placing the female protagonist in control of her own narrative, Ferrara dismantles the male gaze that dominated contemporary cinema. The nun costume in the climactic act epitomizes this subversion: a symbol traditionally associated with chastity, obedience, and male-mediated moral authority becomes a tool of empowerment and judgment, asserting Thana’s dominance over the men who sought to oppress her.
Simultaneously, Ferrara’s Catholic sensibilities imbue the narrative with moral complexity. The dismemberment sequence, silent killing spree, and ultimate confrontation illustrate a paradox at the heart of the film: empowerment and vengeance are inseparable from guilt, sin, and moral consequence. Thana cannot absolve herself through confession; her acts of justice carry weight, reflecting Ferrara’s nuanced understanding of Catholic morality. Violence, in this framework, is never uncomplicated; it is both cathartic and damning, a reflection of the human struggle to reconcile action with conscience. In this sense, Ms. 45 situates itself in the lineage of Catholic directors like Scorsese and Gibson, where bodily suffering, ethical ambiguity, and moral reckoning intersect with cinematic spectacle.
The city itself functions as both antagonist and stage, a character in its own right. New York in the late 1970s is depicted as crumbling, threatening, and morally ambivalent. Its streets, alleys, and tenements are sites of male aggression and societal neglect, creating conditions that precipitate Thana’s transformation. Yet the same environment also enables her vigilantism, offering cover and opportunity for the enactment of justice. The urban landscape amplifies the narrative tension and reinforces the film’s feminist and ethical concerns: the city is hostile to women, indifferent to suffering, and morally compromised, but it is precisely within this crucible that Thana’s agency emerges.
Finally, Ms. 45 exemplifies how low-budget filmmaking can enhance rather than diminish artistic achievement. Ferrara’s limited resources — a single apartment, a small cast, handheld cameras, natural lighting, and minimal props — fostered a heightened focus on psychological realism, visual economy, and narrative precision. The film demonstrates that aesthetic impact, thematic resonance, and emotional intensity are not contingent upon lavish budgets. Scarcity became a tool, compelling Ferrara to distill every frame, every gesture, and every shot to its most essential expressive function. The film’s enduring status as a cult classic attests to the potency of this approach.
In sum, Ms. 45 is a masterclass in transforming constraint into artistry. Its depiction of female rage, the moral weight of violence, and the urban crucible of 1970s New York converge to create a work that is at once shocking, haunting, and morally intricate. Abel Ferrara proves that cinema can confront ethical dilemmas, social injustice, and gendered oppression without relying on spectacle or budgetary excess. The film remains a testament to the power of vision, a stark reminder that artistry is defined not by resources but by imagination, thematic courage, and the ability to make audiences feel the full weight of human experience.
Taxi Driver (1976)
“Fifteen dollars, fifteen minutes. Twenty five dollars, half an hour. This girl is twelve and a half years old.”
Fifth Screening. Criterion Channel. My bedroom on a Friday night. I reread my previous review so that I don't repeat anything. This screening was the first time in over five years and I have not watched this one so repetitively as to make my memory numb to the environment. This has to a certain extent allowed me to see it kind-of for the first time and several things popped out at me that will be common place for others and make their eyes roll at how stupid these pronouncements are. The first is Albert Brooks' sense of humor, which is the only relief the film has, which is not over the top and is just enough to let some steam off at the upsetting topic. Because he disappears, no one thinks about him. Second is Sybil Sheppard, whom I have also ignored because of Foster's performance. Foster does not take away from Sheppard at all (though it is so towering, which I'll get to later) and Sheppard's very forward nature (confirming what sexy is) is probably the lure for Travis' intentions. There are probably dozens of essays about how Travis is a hero instead of an assassin because he killed the right father figure (Sport) instead of the wrong father figure (Palentine), but I haven't seen this addressed very much in Letterbxd or Reddit, so I thought I'd bring it up here.
This was probably the most uncomfortable time I've screened this film, and I know exactly why. The first few times were on VHS, which is shit, so you know the grainy finale is going to be shit. The last time, about five plus years ago, I saw it on DVD but on a 740 projector so it wasn't that clear. Criterion has minimum 1040 and this was a third clearer, and it made it a third more upsetting, and it has everything to do with Foster. The minute she comes on screen it makes me shift in my seat. The entire topic of child prostitution makes me want to vomit and I'm sure that's a common sentiment. I have seen set pictures of Foster and her older sister who was her stand-in as Foster could not be on set but for just a few hours each day. Her sister thus is used in shots that look like her, but are not her, and you can (if you care) parcel those parts out. Foster was fourteen at the time, and I believe the entire situation has disgusted most viewers and has caused pause for other viewer who simply do not want to discuss her nature on screen for how it will sound when read out loud. I'm going to attempt to do this to call out some issues Scorsese is trying to convert without actually coming right out and saying it, rather to leave it up to the viewer to conclude themselves. Most of the aesthetic is Foster and her sister, who look like children but who are not sexualized. The daisy dukes and the hot pants are not overt. Sybil Sheppard is more sexualized win the red and white dress in which most of her chest is exposed, though with no cleavage. Travis' conversation with Sport in doorway is perhaps the most gross I have ever heard in cinema. Sport, masterfully played by Harvey Keitel, is using openly pornographic language, including literal sexual acts, regarding a person he is advertising as "twelve and a half years old." This is enough to make someone turn off the TV, and I think the reason I don't, or the reason you don't, is because Travis' reaction to Sport is one of utter disbelief. Travis is disgusted too, on our behalf, and we side with him in the finale because of it. We see the city, since the opening, as he sees it, and we see that it is a disgusting place. Scorsese is using the audience's outrage at Sport to get us to understand Travis. I'm still not sure this is necessary (treating Iris like she is Kay Parker is below bottom-of-the barrel, even in 1976 New York, I hope) but as a device it works, and it makes us less sure of our stance on Travis when we see him moments before he tries to kill Palestine.
As we know Iris is a child, of course we the viewer would not be "turned on" the way Sport is, or even how I think Travis is at first. He seems to be, in the first scene in the apartment, at least beginning to struggle with the fact that he loves her and he's confused as to why because he knows it is wrong to love her. I think Travis conquers this struggle as evidenced in the coffee shop scene and in the finale which I'll get to. In the apartment, there is a highly controversial scene in which Iris is sitting down with Travis on the couch and it is implied she is fondling his crotch, making him stand up. Then, she undoes Travis' belt and he stops her. Finally, we see Iris actually move her face towards Travi's crotch in what is highly suggestive of a blowjob. Travis reacts by pushing her back onto the couch, frightening her as he goes off on a rant about the morality of what she is doing. When the AFI gave Scorsese the lifetime achievement award, Foster stood up in front of what looks like fife hundred people and told a story about how she suggested she put her hand down DeNiro's pants and DeNiro and Scorsese very loudly objected. The State of New York had officials on set to monitor what Foster was doing in these scenes and to make sure it did not stray off the script and she was not coerced into anything. Foster has always defended the film and her acting partners as protective of her, and at least there is that. I think if I had not seen her say that, I don't know if I could watch this film. The flip side of this highly uncomfortable scene is the coffee shop, which is as fascinating as it is bizarre. Foster's appearance, in high resolution, just seems like such a contradiction. She's wearing sunglasses only a kid would wear, and at the same time she is very obviously not wearing a bra - the first time I've noticed this in a screening. Travis, meanwhile, is literally insulting her for what she does for Sport every night (no pun intended) and the entire time I'm wondering why Iris is even staying there? Why doesn't she just leave? The only reason I can think of is Travis didn't fuck her when he had the chance, so he must be sincere when he says he wants to help save her. Mid way through the scene, she changes her outlook and says maybe she'll go off and live in a commune. She invites Travis to come with her, and instead of taking the opportunity to run off with a child bride, Travis actually laughs at the suggestion and shakes his head, because he doesn't have anything in common with a bunch of hippies, but again he is there trying to get her out of the life she's in. So though Travis might be a bit of an asshole to her, she does not see him as a threat until she hears the .44 go off in the hallway. Iris calls Travis a square, someone with traditional morals who can't change to have a little bit of fun, and he accuses her of being a square. This is just nonsense. Neither of them are squares. Both of them are up to their necks in immorality. Travis in the way he reacts in the world, Iris in her very appearance. This seems to me to convey Travis' contradictions. He doesn't know much about... much. He doesn't know music, or movies, or politics, or anything. He doesn't even really know what a square is as opposed to, say a libertine. All he knows is what she's doing is wrong, and her father figure is making her do it. This is repugnant to him because fathers are not supposed to prostitute their daughters, which I think is an idea we can all support. Having watched this again, I see the coffee shop with Iris as the turning point in the film. It's the flip side of the coffee shop with Sheppard.
The shot of her turning her head away (again, she is framed against a man's mid section), is a startling, wide eyed, reaction of fear. Unfortunately a lot of the ending was cut, and I fear more of Foster was cut due to the censor's, which hurts the film like we know the grainyness and color correcting does. In the end, it is much more powerful than I realize, and about a generation of men who don't hide any more. Now they are on Twitter, have podcasts, and talk about banning abortion, trad wives, and how immigrants are the problem with America. Travis, as Schrader has said, is a racist, and exemplifies and America that is currently rearing it's ugly head. Eventually, another Travis is going to kill another person. Whether we approve of the murder or not is going to depend on our cultural and political stance, and that seems very fucked up to me.
Occupied City (2023)
Film Director Steve McQueen and his wife Author Bianca Stigter, in their city of Amsterdam
First Screening. Kanopy. Over three nights in my study. I am still recovering from a physical illness when I watched this and it probably wasn’t the right timing, but I found this mesmerizing all the same. Occupied City is a documentary by the British Master, Steve McQueen, and as a student of The Second World War and the Shoah, I could not turn away. I had heard this hit Cannes and Venice and caused quite a stir, but I had not the opportunity to see it until now. It is unavailable on physical media (a crime against artist lovers everywhere) and was lucky enough to catch it on Kanopy.
When I went to Berlin last year to see my son for two weeks, I prepped the trip by reading Alexandra Ritchie’s monumental and award winning Faust’s Metropolis, a history of Berlin. Just across from his apartment on Krautstrasse (yes, that is indeed a real street name) the Berlin Wall used to wind up on the north side of the Spree River, and just a block north of that was Jannowitzbrucke, a bridge across the Spree from his neighborhood (Mitte) to the environs of the government district. I did not bother to tell my son that this part of the Spree is narrow, and in April, May, and June of 1945 it was clogged with bodies and the river flooded the neighborhood. I didn’t bother telling him this because it is a matter of course that every street corner in Berlin has a story. A past. A dead body, be it a Jew arrested, a party official’s apartment, or a side street in the garden where, say, Karl Leibnicht was murdered in 1919. You cannot cross the street in Berlin, in Prague, in Paris, indeed in most large towns in Europe without walking through history, and so it is with Amsterdam.
The Netherlands was, for centuries, safe under British protection and had gone long stints without much chaos. But the Nazi occupation changed all this, and as McQueen effectively demonstrates, in the Dutch capital, crime is everywhere. This is evidently based Bianca Stigter’s ‘Atlas of an Occupied City’ which chronicles the forgotten crimes of the Third Reich in Amsterdam. It is not available in English. I’ve read some very disappointing reviews that point to the monotony of the exercise. Ostensibly, what McQueen is done is to log over a hundred specific incidents in Amsterdam’s tumultuous history of occupation, set up cameras there, and shoot what goes on there in contemporary society (post pandemic, which we’ll get to later). This opens with a description about how one home owner hid Jews in the basement while the modern homeowner, related to the previous owners we do not know, retrieves grocers from the former hiding place. It would be like using the Secret Annex in Otto Frank’s office to store records or an archive of magazines. From here the places multiply. Street corners. Town plazas. Houses. Train stations. Cinemas. The crimes of the occupation are delivered in a flat monotone by Melanie Hyams, McQueen’s collaborator (no pun intended) who is aided by her Dutch fluency. Sometimes, like Shoah, these scenes are staged. While Hyams recites what happened to a jewish family that was arrested in the middle of the night and deported to Auschwitz where they were all murdered, McQueen focuses on city workers installing Stolpersteine. A practice originated in Germany in the early 90’s, ’Stumbling Stones’ mark places of the Shoah all over Europe. While strolling through Charlottenburg one day, I noticed one not too far from Richard Wagner Platz that recorded a family of three who deported in 1944 to make Berlin “Judenrein” for the Fuhrer’s birthday. Obviously a lot of planning went into McQueen being there with his cameras at a specific time. Other moments are simply on a calendar. While watching a construction crew assemble a music stage in Amsterdam’s town square, Hyams recalls how the Germans, house in the Town Hall during the occupation, erected a music stage so they could attend classical concerts in the open - no Jewish conductors of course. This modern day music festival seems not to know what happened there before them, but then again most of us don’t wherever we go. Or we could take it for granted that they know something happened there, much like my son understood whenever he left his apartment. Not all of these are so on-the-nose. One scene, describing where a high ranking Nazi officer lived, shows an older woman watching the pandemic news. More than likely, she lived through the war. But another shot simply describes the Westerbok station as it was used to deport Jews, the modern station as the live shot. Mixed in with the profound is the ordinary. Everyday average Nederlanders, Jews or not, were hounded and oppressed throughout the occupation. In the Leidesplien, one Dutchman describes having been beaten to an inch of his life. When he choose to passively oppose the occupation, he spent the rest of the war in a prison cell.
In 2006, D to the K to the Motherfucking A to the Third Power sent me on a business trip to Africa. My layover was in Amsterdam, on Easter Sunday. My layover was 8 hours, and I left Schipol to see what I could see starting at six AM. I was lucky to catch a train into central station, which was deserted. As I walked through Vondelpark, I did not have Hyam’s commentary to tell me that German officers of the occupation confiscated all the houses rounding the park, evicting their tenets for the duration. I had lunch at the Hard Rock Cafe Amsterdam, where I had no clue the Resistance took revenge on collaborators after liberation by shaving the heads of dozens of people, marking them if for a short time as traitors. In countless squares that I passed through on my route that day, Dutch men and women were left rotting in the sun for days as a warning to the residents who could smell the decaying corpses. They were shot by the OrPo, or Orderpolizei not for crimes which they had committed, but in reprisals for the Resistance assassinating a number of Germans.
Sometimes these moments in the film are too much to process without tears. Watching a young boy of about three or four standing simply in the grass in a small park next to a river, Hyams recalls a mass execution on that spot by the Siecherheitdeinst, or SD (Security Service) in retaliation for Resistance activities there. Hyams tell us the SiPo and SD were housed in a girls school that is now a high school. The basement where Dutch citizens were tortured and beaten to death is just under a classroom where minors now learn math and (I hope) history.
Due to the timing of the shooting schedule, I was constantly trying to figure out if McQueen was trying to say something subtextual. While watching the Dutch police clear out of Covid protest, Hyams keeps on task, talking about occupation crimes. Was McQueen trying to draw a line between the lockdown and the occupation? Wasn’t that absurd? Like many cities, the curfew in Amsterdam was the first curfew since occupation ended. I was never able to adequately resolve this issue and I have not researched McQuee’s answer to it. Later, in an apartment where the head of the Zenstralle head lived, an old lady lives now, riding on a bike, watching Ukrainians come into Nederland on TV. They are fleeing the invading Fascist threat in their own country and the Dutch so far have used open arms. During a climate march while recounting the National Socialist Dutch Worker’s Party rallies, McQueen shows us a silent bullhorn, a Covid protestor wearing a Guy Fawkes Mask, and some black musicians having what looks like an insanely good time doling out beats as a drum quartet. Marching in Holland is different these days, way different. Though tens of thousands of black Dutch men volunteered for the Nederland Army recruited for the Allied War effort, they were never allowed to liberate their own country. A man holds up a sign during the protest that says “Climate Justice” which reads rather eery. Who does he plan on ‘punishing’ for the state of the world climate, he does not say. Another sign, seemingly aimed at Dutch authorities, has the severely underwhelming Sam Wilson message of “try harder.”
The finale of the film, in which a Jewish kid learns how to Daven in his synagogue in preparation for his Bar Mitzvah, Hyam’s narration stops. Out of the hundred thousand plus Jews in Amsterdam before the war, only about five thousand returned. Most did not survive. The occupation of the Netherlands was especially brutal for Western Europe, though one would not compare it to Warsaw or Ky’yv. In Hungary for example, hundreds of jews were tied back to back, and one shot in the head, the other left to struggle while they were both pushed off the bridge into the Danube. 90% of all the Jews in Hungary were murdered in Auschwitz in six weeks. But this is not a pain contest. This is only a document. A document of fear and perhaps a warning. Perhaps, if we join that little boy in the synagogue, it ends in a message of hope.
Head (1968)
“What you have seen you must believe if you can… if you can…”
Second Screening. Criterion DVD. My bedroom. Allow me to utter my sheer shock and surprise at my own rating, for which I take full responsibility. For those who wish not to travel down the lane of wishful nostalgia, stop now. For I remember when I saw the old Monkees reruns on Nick at Nite, and then saw Val Kilmer wear a Monkees T-Shirt in Real Genius (1985) and knowing I was the only person under the age of forty who understood the power and glory of the Pre-Fab Four. Much to my consternation, I did not like Head (1968) when I saw it on the Encore channel in the early 90's, but that was most likely because of the permanent crop, non-sensical whimsy skit structure (pre-Groundlings, pre-Monty, etc.) and the horrible monaural. But when the soundtrack came out in 1994 and I bought it as a Monkees completionism, I have to say I did not remember and was enraptured by Purpoise Song and as the CD turned, Circle Sky blew me away. How was it possible this song came out the same year as Helter Skelter and no one noticed it? It remains one of my favorites to this day. But still, I avoided Head (the CD had a faux chrome cover so when you stared into it, it was vaguely a mirror = so you could see your own... head. These guys...
So when Criterion, of all platforms, put out this failure of a film, I didn't even give it a chance. I finally wasted my money on the package BBS story because I wanted to give Jack Nicolson and Bob Rafealson a chance (besides Head, they failed with me). By this time I had already seen the forty year anniversary Monkee Doc and the made for TV film that documented the struggle the group had in trying to be taken seriously. It all seemed cruel. Mickey Dolenz once defended the band from the criticism that they didn't play on their own songs by saying "The Beatles didn't even play on their own songs..." which was only true if you counted the orchestra in Sgt. Pepper or the violins in Eleanor Rigby - but he had a point. By the time Pet Sounds came out, The Beach Boys were incapable of creating what Brian Wilson wanted not just in the studio, but on tour as well. The Wrecking Crew, that melodious model of music, did that for them. And for Phil Spector. And for a thousand other bands and artists, including Neil Diamond.
For the Monkees were actors, not musicians, was the greatest crime they were charged with. In fact, they were actors who were musicians on the side (excepting Nesmith, who had an unnoticed career before the Monkees as Michael Blessing). Generally speaking, Peter York was better on piano than bass, but Davy Jones couldn't learn bass so he had to learn on piano. He was also better at drums, but Mickey didn't have a musical instrument other than his voice, so he had to learn drums FAST. With the help of ABC, they became stars for exactly two years while they struggled episode by episode to push their own agenda into the show and into their music. Basically forced to lie about performing on albums, they were refused rights to even play the songs written for them, never mind WRITING new songs for the band. FUCK THAT said ABC and Capitol. When Dolenz finally got permission to direct an episode, it was their last. When Don Kirshner finally agreed to release a Monkees-own written single...and did so in a limited release overseas... he was fired, and The Monkees went on their own way.
But without a show, no one followed them but one of their directors, Bob Rafelson, who always found charm, meaning, and an undercurrent of the counterculture which the hippies always deemed 'fake' and 'plastic' in the Monkees. Jack Nicolson, ten years into Hollywood, helped pen the irreverent 85 minute comedy, alternating in between subversive skits and traditional set pieces, pushing the Monkee narrative from corporate manufactured pop group (read the Stock-Aiken-Waterman creation of the 60's) to the band that definitely had something to day. About Vietnam. About America. About themselves.
The Monkees weren't going away with out a fight.
That's why Head (1968) opens with Mickey committing suicide (and closes with the band following him. And that's why the acid trip opening shouts acid trip lyrics while Mickey is being pulled into a fantasy re-creation of what leads to his suicide ("the porpoise is laughing, goodbye, goodbye..."). This is followed by a mind numbing criss cross from one bad idea to one that blows you away. Nesmith shouting Circle Sky to ten thousand people while York and Co. try to keep up cannot be re-created. It's why there is a live version on the disc. It's why Nesmith put it on his solo album. It's why the Monkees re-created it as the opening track to Justus (2020). Did they need the Wrecking Crew? Not necessarily, but it helped. No one saw Head (1968). No one bought the soundtrack. No one bought their next "contractually obligated" album. But now there ere six special editions of their LPs and six greatest hits compilations. Even Daddy's Song, Davy Jones' hysterical treat which I would skip every time on my CD, is on one of them. Once I saw what Jones did with his feet and Tony Basil, in Rafelson's unbelievable black and white set piece cutting back and fourth with tempo, I was sold. I've been listening to it all week.
Mickey has always been, more or less, the front man of the group, though he is perpetually like Don Henley, Gil Moore, and Phil Collins, in the rear. Nesmith's southern accent (he once twanged a reactionary pro-Vietnam song as Blessing) was less welcome though he garnered sympathy and hits with his earnest voice in hits like "What Am I Doing (Hanging Round)?" Davy was the 'Paul' of the group in that he was the lady-killer, as nervous as he was. Daydream Believer remains their Greatest Hit of all time. The solid Peter Tork, beloved by millions, poured his heart and soul, like they all did, into trying to become that thing they thought the audience wanted. Nesmith was the older brother. Tork always there. Davy smiling. But Mickey was the bold in-your-face provoker shouting subversive lyrics like Pleasant Valley Sunday and Last Train to Clarksville.
This subversiveness is in Head (1968) when Mickey stops a Western film shoot and walks through the paper backdrop. Peter is subversive in the diner when he forces the real "film crew" to show themselves when he refuses to 'act' anymore. Davy is subversive when he convinces the band to break out of the vacuum cleaner, literally a vacant places that "sucks." And Mickey, by choosing suicide rather than conform to the image the corporations have of him, and want to sell of him to his fans, is the most subversive of all. He is so subversive, the band follows him to his death. Head (1968) winds up as tails of the Monkees.
Nothing is more subversive than the funny, cute, pop band using the execution Nguyễn Văn Lém, a Viet Cong officer responsible for the murder of various South Vietnamese officials, by Captain Nguyễn Ngọc Loan, a Captain of the South Vietnamese army, as a pretext for telling the audience, even before the front credits, that the Monkees are fucking serious. Loan's execution was caught on film, both still and moving, and it lead the news in TV and print media. It became the image of the Tea Offensive of January 1968. It became the proof that America was on the wrong side of the war. Never mind that Lem had murdered people in cold blood, was a member of a recognized terrorist organization, and as per the rules of war deserved to be shot as an assassin and saboteur upon arrest. General Loan was castigated the rest of his life for rendering Lem's victims justice. This is lost in Head (1968). Loan's real story, or Lem's, is less important that what is important to the countercultural heroes that Nicholson and Rafelson want the Monkees to be. They Monkees are not fucking around anymore. They're going to be in charge of their own music. Their own image. Their own future.
And America wasn't ready for them.
Irreverent. Self-Aware.
Lee (2024)
First a fashion model, then an artist, then a professional photographer and war correspondent, Lee Miller defied the order that surrounded her. Though she is probably most famous for directing David Scherman’s famous photo of her nude in Eva Braun’s bathtub, I prefer this no nonsense profile he took of her somewhere in Allied occupied Europe. With her custom visor, she looks like a knight, determined to win in any fight. I first came across her photographs in graduate school. Her plutonic partner Scherman, an American Jew, was rumored to have taken a shit in Hitler’s toilet - an oft visited place for G.I.’s in occupied Munich. With Gitta Sereny, Hannah Arendt, and Sophie Scholl, Miller defined the way we look at the War.
First Screening. AMC. Tightwad Tuesday. There were about ten people in the theatre so I hope this does well. As we get further and further away from the War, it terrifies me that there will be a loss of memory about that event and what it means for our collective human history. My son is studying in Germany right now, and this weekend took a train to Prague. And on his way, he passed through Dresden, which had a train yard so massively important to the Third Reich that the British Air Force wiped the entire city and it's 120,000 inhabitants off the face of the earth. I'm sure there are people that live in downtown Hiroshima that are not too sure what happened there. This is my fear.
And then I hear on the We Have Ways Podcast that in the month of September, the 80th Anniversary of Market Garden, 100,000 people went to The Netherlands to celebrate and Allied defeat. Think about that. A defeat. Market Garden was like the Alamo of the Second World War, and more than 90% of the people who were there weren't alive during the war. But they went. And they celebrated the ATTEMPT to push the Nazis out of a country they had no right to be in. Last June, a quarter million people went to Normandy to celebrate D-Day. And now, there's Lee, which is a lot of film to think about. And films like Lee give me hope that we're not ready to forget yet. We're still trying to process all the pain and trauma of that horrible F word and everything it did to us. And everything it's doing now (the first day of Russia's Invasion of Ukraine, a targeted missile descendant of a War era V-2 landed on top of the monument that memorialized the massacre of 60,000 Jews at Babi Yar- just to name one example).
Lee is a spectacular film for its continuity (an inheritance of Spielberg's war-era saturation techniques) and for its original story. I was in grad school when a teacher of mine passed around original magazines of the war, including LOOK, TIME, and one of them was VOGUE, which we all laughed at until we opened it and saw Lee Miller's photograph of a room stacked full of corpses. Breathtaking. It induced one of us to tears. This is 65 plus years later. We've seen the footage. We know what happened, and still her photographs were punching through. I heard this film was coming out about six months ago, and a couple of weeks ago, Lee's son was on a podcast talking about his mom and how he reconstructed her life after she died in 1977. Rough stuff. Finding out your mom was a supermodel in the 1920's had to be something to adjust to. Finding out your mom asked G.I.'s to open train doors so she could photography carloads full of dead undesirables is something else. And I'm not talking about death camps. I'm just talking about one of thousands of concentration camps where people were just outright starved to death. It's hard enough for me to think if my Grandfather was too slow, the bullet might not have gone through his ankle and instead have gone through his thigh and severed his femoral. He could have bled out, changing my father's life in not having a father of his own. My standard of living, my personality shaped by knowing my grandfather, forever changed. That's what Antony Penrose, Lee's son, thinks about every time he thinks of his mom.
And as that as a background, I have to say this film is a great extrapolation of those experiences and Lee's fight to do everything she wanted to do. Her fight to define herself instead of other defining that for her. Winslet had several moments in the film that others might see as dramatic or over the top, but I thought was shockingly good. She's always been amazing, despite most of her projects not particularly interesting to me. Her portrayal of taking pictures at Buchanwald's crematoria with Andy Samberg was a stunning display. The director NEVER showed you what she was looking at. You didn't have to see it. You had only Winslet's face to convey to you what she was seeing. And it was horrible.
Samberg's portrayal as David Scherman, Lee's plutonic and unofficial partner during the war, was an amazing break from what I've seen him in the past (and I'm one of those people that think Palm Springs is AMAZING). On one level it seems uneventful. Samberg is a Jew playing a Jew. But Samberg's understated professionalism, when gauged right alongside Lee's, shows you how professional Lee was. This gender equating is subtle story arch material and not a bat over your head message material. There was no message here. There was only Lee. My only criticism being that in 1944 Lee was 37 years old and still looking like the model she was in 1930. Ms. Winslet is 50 and this age discrepancy is the same issue Kevin Spacey had in Beyond the Sea when he played Bobby Darin 15 years older Darin when he died. There were also time period inconsistencies that I won't go into because frankly they are childish compared to the important story of Lee's life. In a universe of no Lee films, I'll take a flawed one, and I'm sure no one would be disappointed in having a pro like Winslet play them.